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Jul. 4th, 2022 05:59 pm
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Name Whiskey // Alice?
Age appears 19
Team Emerald

Height/Build 172cm (5'8")
Hair Color/Eye Color Blond/Blue
Notable Traits Nah, he's pretty normal appearance-wise

Other He's... a fictional character... I mean even in his canon he is a person who does not really exist. He pings as a "story" somewhat similar to Personae I guess. You're free to sense something a little bit "off" about him.
existentiallychallenged: (oooooooohh THAT cookie)
Memory 9: Trivial Negative: silver charm bracelet (5/6): I have to be in a dress AND ALSO be loyal to the Queen?!
Only people who are loyal to the queen can enter Caterpillar Lane. )

Memory 10: Trivial Positive: scrap of Emerald burlap (unlimited): levels of perversion
A pretty lady is going to be pretty no matter what she's wearing. )

Memory 11: Trivial Neutral: betting token (taken): depression life
Did you give up already? )

Memory 12: Significant Neutral: Emerald lollipop (2/3): "Welcome to Wonderland, Alice..."
Let's just say that my name's probably Alice. Satisfied? )

Skill 2: bitten tea biscuit: perversion
There's no reason for this to be a skill except that Alice? can't do anything else really. So! In canon he makes flirting remarks with women, talks about tits and harems and banging chicks when he can squeeze it in... It's basically an average teenage boy level of perversion, but you can say it's a skill since he isn't a Real Teenage Boy... :'D (and surely he didn't get an age-appropriate sexuality from Lewis Carroll) ANYWAY THOUGH as the perversion memory above shows, he's still relatively vanilla in his tastes. It's more of an exaggerated/flamboyant expression of interest than... sadism... or lolicon or anything. I, I ALSO HAVE AN APPRECIATION FOR YOU AS PEOPLE, LADIES it's all light-hearted really.
existentiallychallenged: (pic#4051783)
my brain is like incapable of ... thought and I've just been generally eeehhhhh lately

I will still be playing but not in any kind of consistent or reliable manner.

this applies to Beatrice and Alice?/Whiskey!
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Stuffed duckling (taken): "Why do I have to dress like a woman?!"
Until the top of page 16.

He already knew from a previous memory that he would need to crossdress, so really all this memory gives him is the knowledge that he's doing it to get into Caterpillar Lane, and a miserably humiliating experience.
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miniature iron maiden with soft rubber blades (6/7): eaten by the Duke; hello sister
omg I only have one memory to catch up with for once. I think.

This memory is actually fairly brief, but spread out over a lot of different pages!!
Here and the next page,
Here until page 30,
Here until page 5.

- wtf is going on??? DRAMATIC DECLARATION OF HIS NAME? why is there a monster
- all he really gets from this is that he's stepping in to save that girl from an earlier memory. it's something that Alice can do!
- HE... GETS EATEN and it's kind of excruciatingly painful BUT AT LEAST HE'S TOTALLY SAVING SOMEONE G-G-GO RECKLESSNESS
- so this is how I ended up talking to my big sister... :( why is she in a monster I have no clue

He's already gotten a couple memories that take place directly after this, so it's reassuring to him that he's getting the actual event so soon... sort of. He knows that he gets out of this okay, and the girl is unharmed (...as far as he knows)! He also knows that his touching reunion with his sister ends poorly though, so that will be uncomfortable.

In general the whole OH GOD PAIN is balanced out by the sense of ~heroism~ so it evens out into a neutral memory.
existentiallychallenged: (pic#4051735)
catchup catchup!! IT SEEMS THAT... "ALICE" MAY BE... A BIG DEAL

Memory 3: Nimue's letter (4/5): Sig Pos: "If you want to become Alice, you have to keep moving forward. No matter what."
So now you can live happily in Wonderland? )

Memory 4: raspberry tarts (2/4): Sig Neg: "Hey, Alice... Give me back my name."
I've had enough of no one calling my name... No one acknowledging my existence... )

Memory 5: Emerald agar eyeball: Triv Neu: my popcorn 8( my dignity D8
You're saying it's my fault?! )

Memory 6: blackbird whistle (3/4): Triv Neu: let's find the Dormouse... later
If I'll find a place for myself that way... )

Skill 1: sugar cube: the brainwashing of authorial intent
...Th-This ties into the Sig Neg above. SO HEY ABOUT THAT VOICE IN YOUR HEAD/PSEUDO-ALTERNATE-PERSONALITY THAT WANTS TO KILL EVERYONE WHO STANDS IN THE WAY OF BEING ALICE??? ok bro. you can have that.

This in no way affects most of his daily interactions; it's only in specific situations that he loses control of himself to this. This is mostly something that exists in his makeup and motivations as "a character in a story" so even if he is rationally extremely dere for Emerald and likes his identity there, he won't lose this inherent command to SHOOT PEOPLE KILL THEM ALICE IN WONDERLAND ALICE!!!1 If anyone should really be worried about this, IT'S PROBABLY... mostly just Drift and Alice the Persona... (unsure)
existentiallychallenged: (pic#4051662)
I CAN WRITE UP MEMORIES!!1

Memory 1 - SURPRISE THE CHESHIRE CAT IS A JERK
Until page 13.

- CLEARLY... MADE IT TO A WORLD THAT HAS PEOPLE IN IT?! SOMEHOW?
- these two are the Cheshire Cat and the Mad Hatter
- Hatter claims the Cat called him "Alice", but apparently that was a name he chose himself? Either way, it's clear that though he's called by that name, it's not his real name
- Hatter hates Cheshire, w/e they both seem annoying to me
- "You're Alice... aren't you?" feels kinda weird man... Luckily, in Aather, he has a different name and identity that he feels more comfortable with
- I guess there's a Queen and a Duchess too? the Queen favors Hatter, but apparently Cheshire lied blatantly about following "her" orders
- SO BASICALLY EVERYONE IS KIND OF DICKISH but mostly Cheshire in this memory (Hatter at least seems to have motivation to protect "Alice")

Memory 2 - target practice--AAHHH IT'S A FISH?
Until page 24.

- uses a gun, apparently! ...is not very good at using it, apparently!!
- the Mad Hatter also uses a gun and is much better at it
- Hatter IS a protector for Alice! ...but apparently he's also really frightening.
- brief memory of the Queen, but kinda blurred recollection of what he looks like, this being a memory within a memory
- "Regrets"??? DOESN'T SEEM TO BE TALKING ABOUT ABSTRACT CONCEPTS HERE
- a.................. a fish in a suit
- HIS FISH MISTRESS IS INVITING HIM TO HER HOUSE?!?! BUT WHY
- he's talking about some other pet being irresponsible but who knows who that douchebag is!! clearly nobody that I already know is a douchebag
- I GUESS I'M KIDNAPPED BY A FISH. AND MY BODYGUARD ISN'T HERE TO HELP ME. OK MY LIFE IS GREAT
existentiallychallenged: (pic#4022911)
"There's nothing. A world where only useless people exist."

Until page 5.

- Alone and useless and wet
- It's not just him; this entire world seems pretty... unusable
- Nameless!
- But desperately seeking a purpose and a name
- Someone familiar--?

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